5 people done for Christmas gifts, only a few left. Somethings I ordered from Lehigh were out of stock, so then sent me only 1 of the things I ordered. Cool cool. Guess I'll just have to order new stuff and cross my fingers that they have it. Although, I'm Super pumped to have a job and money and can get nice things for people who are nice to me. Although my love should be a suitable gift, I think tangible gifts will be a nice addition.
Work tonight is exceptionally average minus one or two people. I notice if I smile at people, they stop what they're saying, or stammer. Maybe my smile is just that stunning. Or what if no one has smiled at them all day? Imagine a world where you only see a real life smile once a day? How sad. A boy I went to high school with came in tonight. He recognized me before I did him. He told me I was having a nice hair day. How sweet was that? We've been chatting since. Also, a friend from high school messaged me yesterday and it put a smile on my face. We spent a year thinking we hated one another, and then it was just awk sauce and now it's normal. (Hey you).
I was talking to VD tonight (good luck on your history exam tomorrow!) and she gave me some advice about people and rumors that I liked.
"We can't just go by what other people have heard. If we did that, people would be very lonely"
-Victoria DeLena
And then after work I picked her up and took one of those famous "drives in Aly's car down 35" my friends seem to like so much. I do them all the time alone, but company makes all the difference. Good music played real loud, good people, and good talks. It's a recipe for friendship and good feelings. It's like for those 45 minutes nothing really matters. I feel significant and insignificant at the same time. Filled up so big by feeling good, while looking up at the stars and out at the sea and feeling so small. It's an interesting paradoxical feeling that I live for. It's funny that we are tiny little blips on a pale blue dot in space. Truly, in the scope of the universe, we don't even matter. We don't make one difference. But maybe to one person or a couple people, we can make all the difference in the world. I know that some people make up my world. No matter how small of a part you think you play, it's much bigger I promise.
Why do cats love walking/sitting/lying on computers so badly? I do not understand the appeal. The world may never know.
enjoy x
Lost in my Mind - The head and the heart
Please take me to bed mommy. I'm tired meow.
why yes, that IS an entire glass of milk on the floor. Thanks Santino (who is no longer felix). Thinking he could jump onto my night stand. Ah well. no use crying over spilled milk?
also , here's a quick tip :
"Life becomes easier when you accept an apology you never got"
enjoy x
